I HATE being overweight!!!!! Before all of you feed me the famous line, “You must not hate it that bad or you would do something about it!” just step back, I already beat you to it! I know losing weight is a difficult task, more difficult for some than others. But all that aside, I just HATE it at this moment, right NOW!!!!!!! It is a mental thing for me. Sure, there are limitations physically, but by far, the mental part is what drives me crazy the most! Sometimes I think I have a mental eating disorder. I don’t vomit and I don’t starve myself anymore, but sometimes the constant ranting in my head drives me absolutely crazy! Obsessive thought, every hour on the hour sometimes. Really, there are better things, and definitely more productive things to think about. For the most part I try to have a grateful heart, but today I HATE being fat!!!!!!! I am not comfortable in my own skin…..wish I could be. So, what will I do today to put off these thoughts, these feelings? I’ll pray, take my thoughts captive, then take me fat ass to the gym.
:) I'm there with ya, girl. I wrote a post similar to this a couple of months ago in which I said, "I want to lose weight so I like what I see when I look in the mirror but right now I like what I see when I look in the fridge." It just seems to be an attitude thing with me.
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